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Where I Hang Out

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The innocence of a sunrise,
the bright orange of the sun with a symphony of colors behind it,
singing songs of hallelujahs and hopes beyond my imagination.
See, I'm stuck in the sunsets,
in the exhaustion of the end of the day,
and I can't seem to let it go.
It hangs onto me like stepping on a piece of paper with bare feet.
This sense of exhaustion has overrun every thought.
This hopelessness has invaded my homelessness, and I'm lost without a place to go,
without a safe place to hide.
I'm without my daily prescribed hug.
I'm missing the smile, and I've been drawing it back on with sharpies hoping it'll stick, but every time I cry it runs off again. See, I had a smile, but it went away when the innocence of the morning left.
I've tried to get it back, but it's not there anymore.
Where do I find it?
Where do I find that smile again?
It's in You.
My smile's in Your smile.
My hope's in Your hope.
My home's in Your home.
I lost my smile when I stopped seeing Yours.
I lost my hope when I stopped looking at Yours.
I lost my home when I stopped hanging out at Yours.
Can I come back over and hang out with You again?
It's the only place I feel like things are going to be ok.
It's the only place I want to be.
I want to be with You.
Jesus, I want to come back home.
A bit of late night/early morning poetry written while listening to some fantastic acoustic Five Iron Frenzy. I had for the past few weeks stopped spending my time hanging out with God, and I lost my hope and my joy, and was feeling incredible burdened by all of the stuff going on.

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